2/15/18
Maybe
I am not
Supposed to
be happy
Maybe i shouldn't be happy
Maybe it's not for me
I cant be happy
I'm
Horrible
I'm
Ugly
I want to
no please
I am so tired again my heart feels heavy
I have all this love from people
so why can't I
feel
happy
I felt very good yesterday
and today
it just feels like
nothing changed
I feel like
I did not change
at all
And I'm afraid I'm going to end up back where I was last year in the spring
I can feel it coming
my
numbness
I'm scared
I don't want it back
I'm
scared
Please don't let it hurt me
please don't hurt me
Please don't hurt me
Please
Don't
Hurt
Me
4:29pm
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depressing thoughts
Non-Fictionan assortment of entries where I talk about my own mind. -current status; not well
