5/28/18
He's ignoring me
Which
hurts me
But I understand
I am
Annoying and
Stupid
I don't even want to hang out with him today anymore
I'll just
Bother him
I feel like shit
It's all my fault
that he's ignoring me
I'm so
horrible
annoying
ugly
disgusting
I'm starting to think he noticed
my
imperfections
if he leaves me for them
I have no one to blame but myself
it hurts me
so much
I always remember his words
"If I didn't like how affectionate you are I wouldn't be dating you"
That
Shit
Fucking
Hurts
Because when he realizes he doesn't like how I am
He will
leave me
and I have no one to blame but myself
for being me
I just want to hurt myself so badly right now
I cant take it anymore
My heart is so heavy
-entry time: 11:20 am
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depressing thoughts
Non-Fictionan assortment of entries where I talk about my own mind. -current status; not well
