Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 16

Jeanine:

When I start to write, I can't stop.

All the words in my head, their flowing down to my fingers and it's an comforting feeling.

The feeling of expressing every emotion and thought, bonded to a certain experience or event. The feelings of my fingers touching the keys.

It's indescribable.

"J. What are you up to?" Nick asked as he waked into my room and fell down on my bed. "I'm writing." I said, not taking my eyes off the screen.

"Ooh. You have a new story?" He asked and waked over to me. "I sure do. And it might be the best one yet." I said with a big smile. He started reading some of the lines I already wrote.

"I don't know how you do it." He chuckled, "this is amazing." He said as I posted the first part. "Thanks. I hope it will evolve to something good." I bit down on my lip, trying to hide my nervousness.

I still need to figure out what happens now, now that I told Shawn I'll let it grow.

"Well goodnight. I'll see you in the morning." He said, kissing my temple before walking out of my room. Ryan already left this evening, after I got home from the gym.

I can't tell anyone about me and Shawn's meet up.

Just as I got in bed, my phone went off again. "I know it's late. But I have to see you. Can you please meet my at the park." Shawn.

He can't be serious. I swear if this is all a prank I'm gonna freak. "What! You know I'm already in bed!" I texted back, an unbelievable expression still on my face. I hope he'll understand, but nope.

I thought wrong. "Doesn't matter. Get up." He said and I just chuckled. "Hold on. I'm on my way." I quickly replied as I got dressed in my sweatpants and hoodie.

He should just accept me as I am. I sneaked downstairs to the door, making sure not to wake Nick up.

If I do, I'm toast.

I got out and walked down the road to the park.

It's really close to us so I got there before him. "You're here early." I heard and looked over my shoulder to see Shawn walking up to me. "Well I live a block away." I chuckled as I stood up.

He came in to give me a hug and I wrapped my arms around his torso, since he is like two heads longer than me. I didn't want to let go, but I also don't want to make it awkward. So I pulled away.

"No why did you do that? I was enjoying it." He said and pulled me back into a hug.

I laughed into his chest and slowly closed my eyes, just taking in the moment.