Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 155

Jeanine:

When I woke up, the first thing I thought about was Shawn.

He was a sobbing mess by the time I was fully awake and he didn't let go of my hand. He stayed, this entire time. "How long has it been since?" I asked, squinting my eyes as I rolled back onto my back, the pain striking through my body.

"Almost a week." He said and I looked at him. "But you-you should be in a different country by now!" I said and he shook his head. "The tour is on temporary hold. I'm not leaving you till I know you're better." He said and I felt the tear rolling down my cheek.

"You never left?" I asked and he shook his head no. "Of course I went to do some interviews and shows but in the night I came back to you, played you guitar and stayed the night." He said and I smiled up at him.

"I heard you playing. That was so nice, thank you." I whispered and he lied down next to me. I took his hand in mine and played with his fingers.

God, I missed him so so much. To touch him and kiss him.

"Where's Nick?" I asked, looking up at him but he had a sad and angry expression on his face. "He, oooh I'm going to punch that guys when this tour is over. He left you Jeanine, said he can't watch you drift away." He said and I looked up at the ceiling. "Don't let it get to you." He whispered, pecking my cheek.

I rolled to my side and rested my head on his chest, as he wrapped his arms around me. "Please don't cry baby. That's not worth your tears." He said and I just held him tighter.

"Jeanine!" I heard and looked to the door to see Ryan running in. I just started crying as I saw his smile and him running up to me. I heard Shawn chuckling as I hid my face in his chest as he rubbed my back.

"Ryan." I laughed and sat up, hugging him tightly. "Aah J! I'm so happy you're okay." He said and kissed my cheek as he took my face in his hands. I smiled as I locked my eyes on his, hugging him again.

He came, but Nick left.

I asked Shawn to help me with the bed, to just set it up a bit more straight so I wasn't lying down completely.

My hand still intertwined with Shawn's and Ryan sat on the edge of the bed.

We talked a lot but I noticed Shawn looking at me the entire time. "Hey. Why are you looking at me like that? I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere." I said, sitting up and cupping his cheek.

Ryan went out to call my nurse again for a checkup so it was just us in the room. "I know you're not going anywhere. But just the thought about how quickly I could've lost you still haunts me." He said and I kissed his cheek.

"Like I said, you won't get rid of me that quickly." I laughed and he smiled, crashing his lips to mine.