Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 89

Jeanine:

I fell back down on the bed as he hovered over me.

Our lips moving in sync as his hand slipped in under the shirt he gave me, loosely placing it down on my waist.

Butterflies absolutely going wild in my tummy at his touch, and I felt my cheeks burning. My fingertips roaming through his hair as our single kiss suddenly became more intense.

"Please don't ever let me go." He whispered after pulling away. The pad of his thumb caressing my cheek as our eyes locked on each other's. Not moving. Not breaking the contact in any way.

I saw my reflection in his eyes, as if I'm the only one he sees. The only one he wants. "It was my biggest mistake. I love you. So much." I said, tracing the outline of his lips with the tip of my thumb.

He slowly bit down on his lip and he sat more up straight, pulling me onto his lap. "Stop that." I whispered, my smile growing at an uncontrollable pace. "Now you know how it feels when you do it!" He said, wiggling his eyebrows up and down at me.

I love him so much. Words can't describe.

I just kept my eyes locked on his as we sat in the moment, silence all around us. It's just us. "She'll be the one who breaks my heart." He whispered, kissing my neck. "She'll be the one who breaks my dark." He said again, his thumb caressing my cheek as his eyes locked on mine. "She'll be the love I can't let go." He said, ending off with a smile.

"Jeanine can I please escort you to your even tomorrow?" He chuckled and I kissed his forehead. Softly tracing my fingers down the line of his jaw before leaving a trail of kisses down his neck to his shoulder.

His hands traveling up my back, under the shirt. I've fallen inlove with the feeling of his hands caressing my skin. The warm feeling he gives me, making me feel at home. "Yes." I whispered in his ear as I leaned closer to him.

I felt him smiling against my skin as he now trailed kisses all over my neck. "I'm going to kiss you now. And I don't want you to stop." He whispered with a sweet smile as I leaned closer, brushing my lips to his.

"Fine with me." I said before crashing my lips to his. What started as just a kiss now turned into an extreme make out. "Lift your arms." He mumbled onto my lips as we continued to kiss. That's what I like about how Shawn treats me, he's never to eager to rush into things.

Like now, we're making out but it's not rough, it's gentle, loving and caring. I lifted up my arms as he pulled the shirt over my head, pulling me closer to him and never breaking eye contact.

"You're beautiful." He said. His hot breath sending shivers down my spine as he laid me down on the bed again, his body pressed up against mine as our hands are intertwined above my head.

His lips moving down my jaw to my neck as he kissed down to my collarbone. Sucking down on my skin and making sure he leaves his mark. "Stop stop stop." I said and he pulled away quickly, looking at me with concern and worry in his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to rush I-I just-" but I cut him off by pecking his lips. "No nothing is wrong." I said, loosening my hands from his. "I just want my hands to be free so I can feel every inch of you." I whispered as I ran my hands through his curls.

He let out a breath of relief. "God Jeanine I thought I hurt you." He chuckled making me laugh before pressing his lips to mine again. His hands moving up and down the side of my body. "I love you." He said after pulling away for a minute, brushing a piece of hair behind my ear as our breathing met in sync.

I placed my hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeat, beating fast in his chest. "I love you so much more." I whispered, kissing the tip of his nose.