Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 45

Jeanine:

I might have just made a fool of myself when I told Shawn that I don't want him to let me go. But I couldn't care less.

I really don't want him to leave. I'm falling for him, even if we just stay as friends, I want him in my life either way.

It's currently 11pm and me and Shawn are now just watching movies. "No! You don't understand! That was so bad and cringe! I should've never published that. Like ever." I laughed as he read threw my first ever fanfiction about him.

"You know what I love the most about it?" He laughed and I hid my face in my hands as I fell down in the pillow.

"The fact that we got married just three months after we met." He laughed and I groaned and screamed into the pillow out of embarrassment.

"It's so cringe." I mumbled into my hands and he just continued laughing, resting his head down on my stomach.

That was a bit strange but I let him.

He layed down with his head on my stomach and my laptop on his lap as he continued reading some of my other work. I never thought he'd be so interested in my work.

My books that I wrote mostly about him.

Maybe he reads fanfiction in his spare time. You never know. "Shouldn't you get home?" I asked softly after a while of us just watching series.

He was now laying next to me, almost falling asleep, cuddling up to the pillow. He's just too adorable. "I don't want to." He mumbled through his tiredness, and I smiled.

"You have to." I whispered and he slowly fluttered his eyes open. "Will you be okay?" He asked and I nodded, smiling at his care for me.

He sighed as he got up and grabbed his hoodie, putting it on and then walking back to the bed to get his phone. I stood up to walk him out. When we got in the lobby I felt sad to say goodbye.

"Jeanine I really don't want to go." He chuckled and I smiled, brushing a piece of hair behind my ear. "I don't want you to go either but it's okay. You'll be okay and I'll be okay. I'll see you again." I said and he pulled me into a hug.

His hugs are literally the best.

I closed my eyes, holding him closer. "I like you Jeanine." He whispered and I smiled into his chest, feeling the heat rising to my cheeks.

"Thanks for being my friend." He said after pulling away a bit. I jumped up and kissed his cheek before he walked off to his car and I walked back to my room.