Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 19

Shawn:

I know it's weird and I don't normally do this with a fan. But Jeanine is so much different than any of the other.

She's comfortable to be around and always finds a way to turn a really awkward situation into something even more awkward, but then it's a comfortable situation. And we always end up laughing it out.

Does that make any sense?

She drives me totally crazy.

After that night that we met up in the park she hasn't communicated with me since. I'm a bit sad about it but maybe she's just busy? She to, also has her own life.

She told me she's a writer, but we haven't gotten much into that yet. I want to meet up with her again so I can get to know her better, because I think she already knows a lot about me.

"Shawn. Shawn. Earth to Shawn." I was snapped out of my thoughts and I looked to my side to see my sister. I took her on tour with me for the last few weeks.

I never get to see her that much because I'm always away, but she just graduated primary school and I wanted her to come with me.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked and I instantly felt the heat rising up to my cheeks as I again, thought about Jeanine.

I haven't told anyone yet except for Geoff. But even he doesn't know about our meet up that night.

"I'm gonna tell you but you can't tell anyone. This is top secret and if it gets out I'm going to be heartbroken." I said, not wanting anyone to hate on Jeanine.

Her eyes grew big as she gasped, clamping her hand over her mouth. "Oh my god! You killed someone!" She said and my jaw fell to the ground.

"What! No! I'm, uhh... I'm kind of seeing a fan. Her name is Jeanine and we met at my show in Toronto. Then the next day when we were in Ottawa, I ran into her at the gym. We met up that night but we haven't talked since then." I explained and she looked kind of disappointed at my story.

"What?" I asked, my heart now pounding in my chest.

"That's the last thing I would've thought of." She laughed, "I was certain of it you either killed someone or you have a slave locked up in your attic or something." She continued and I pushed her over as we sat on the couch.

"What do you think of me." I asked surprised and she just shrugged. "Clearly not very good things." She said and I gasped.

"I'm only joking with you Shawn. But why don't you text her?" She said and I just shrugged my shoulders, looking down at my phone.

"I did. She didn't text back." I said and she looked at the text. "She's probably just busy. Don't worry, she'll text back." She said, bumping my side and I slimed looking back down at my phone