Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 72

Shawn:

Jeanine blocking me out is breaking me.

I still have no idea what went wrong that led us to this point. It was one minute, that we went from being us to she pushing me away. I was in my apartment, busy writing on the song she inspired.

Never in my life have I felt lyrics so true to me.

"She'll be the one, who breaks my heart." I reread the line, over and over again. She is the one.

Breaking my heart.

But yet the one I don't want to let go of.

Just as I put my guitar away my phone went off from a notification of twitter. It's Jeanine. Yes, I still have her notifications on because through Twitter is the only way I can half communicate with her. Even though it's not directly.

'Can you meet me down on Adelaide street.' I smiled faintly at what she tweeted.

Wait!

She's in Toronto.

"Brian!" I yelled "yeah!" I heard him from the living room. I put my guitar away and got dressed in more appropriate clothes to go out. "I'm going out. Jeanine is in Toronto and I need to see her." I said, putting my hoodie on as I ran out the door.

I left before I could let him reply to anything, and I got in my car before driving down to Adelaide.

I parked and got out, standing on the corner of the street, looking around to see if I can find Jeanine. "Oh my god Jeanine look! It's Shawn!" I heard the familiar yell of Ryan. I turned around to see them rushing up to me.

Jeanine almost looked like she was on the verge of tears.

To be honest that's how I felt to.

"Hey Shawn!" Ryan said and I gave him a hug. "Shawn." Jeanine said and I wanted to go in for a hug but Ryan started freaking out again.

💕Jeanine:

I saw Shawn on the corner of the street and me and Ryan rushed up to him.

Ryan immediately started freaking out again as to why he was here. "Ryan please! Can you just shut up for a second!" I said and he closed his mouth, looking at me weirdly.

"Shawn. Please you need to understand. Everything that happened. It wasn't me. I was forced to push you away." I started, feeling the tears streaming down my face.

"Why?" He asked, his voice breaking at the end of his question and I saw the tears in his eyes. "Nate, he-" but before I could finish my sentence I was cut off by a cold arm wrapping around my waist as the voice of a serpent spoke up.

"Thought you could run away from me babe?" He spoke. Nate. What is he doing here? "Babe?" Shawn questioned and I let the tears fall from my cheeks as I ripped myself out of Nate's embrace.

"Shawn it's not what it looks like. Please just let me explain." I cried out, wanting to take his hand in mine but he stepped away. "I should've know this was all to good to be true." He said and walked off.

"Shawn please!" I cried out but he got in his car and drove off. "What are you doing here!" I yelled, turning around to Nate but Ryan spoke up.

"What the hell was that?" He yelled. "Ryan I- I couldn't tell you. Me and Shawn we've been seeing each other." I stuttered and his jaw fell to the ground.

"What! Jeanine why would you hide this from us?" He yelled. This is what I was afraid of, when it all gets out and falls apart. This was never a good idea.

"Ryan how was I supposed to tell you?" I cried, wiping my eyes and nose. I saw the disappointment in his eyes, that breaks my heart. I never saw him looking at me like that and I don't like it at all.

"Like you tell me everything else. I can't- I can't even look at you." He said and walked off. "I'm going home and I'm taking your car." He said and Nate just laughed at me.

"How can you find pleasure through a broken heart? This is why I never liked you Nate. You force something onto people even if they don't want it. If you could just change and let things be, people would like you to." I said and he looked kind of taken back at what I said.

I ran off, in search for Shawn.

He must've gone back home. Yes. Home. I started running into the direction of his condo.

I lost a lot of things in life, but I don't want Shawn to be one of them.