Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 123

Jeanine:

I still can't belive Nick said yes to me moving to Toronto.

I know it'll be a big thing to move all the way and to fit in with the new lifestyle, but it's closer to the one inspiring my heart.

To Shawn.

I love it here and being with him makes me more than happy. He's my forever. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I was on the couch, flipping through the channels when Shawn came up to me and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm so happy that you're here with me. Two months was a long time apart." He said, sitting down next to me and taking my hand in his, intertwining our fingers and caressing the top of my hand.

My smile faded a bit as I looked down at out hands. "Jeanine? What's the matter?" He asked and I sat up, turning to him and throwing my legs over his.

"If two months were already that hard. Shawn, shat will we do when you go on tour? Will there still be an us?" I asked, feeling sadness taking over my heart at just the thought of losing him, again.

Being apart from him, again.

Even if we're taking a break just for his tour time and then get back together. It'll be hard and things won't be easy. Nor will it be the same.

"Don't think about that. You know how strong this relationship is, you just need to believe. I promise you nothing will change. If by the time you already live in Toronto I'll get you to come with Brian on tour with me. We can see each other. And although times may differ I'm always going to think about you and see you in the crowd." He smiled, kissing the top of my hand as he drew small circles on my thigh.

"But yeah, I thought about that too. Losing you will suck. And I'm doing everything in my power to keep us together." He whispered, scooting closer to me and wrapping his arms around me, pulling me onto his lap.

I hugged him back, hiding my face in the crook of his neck as I played with the curls in the nape of his neck. "I actually need to go." He mumbled and I sighed. "Really? Where to?" I pouted and he smiled, making me blush.

"Photoshoot." He said shyly and I smiled from ear to ear. "Yes! Let's go!" I said, jumping up from the couch and putting on my shoes. I always wanted to see him in a photoshoot.

"Wha- Jeanine you can't come." He said and I looked at him with my jaw dropping to the ground. "So you expect me to stay home. Alone?" I said and he shook his head. "You'll make me nervous." He laughed and I stood up.

"Just pretend I'm not there." I shrugged at him and he raised his one eyebrow. "That will literally be impossible." He said, taking his keys from the table.

I laughed, following him out the door to his car down in the parking lot.

"This is going to be embarrassing." He mumbled and I took his hand in mine. "If it really bothers you I'll leave the room, I just don't want to stay at your place alone." I chuckled, looking back out the window but blushing when I felt him kissing the top of my hand.

This boy will be the death of me.

We arrived at the studio and Shawn let out a deep breath. "Just turn your Benito mode on." I smirked at him, making him laugh as he shook his head. "That's a thing of the past. I'm way more comfortable with pictures now than I was back then." He said, taking my hand in his and intertwining our fingers as we walked up the stairs to the top studio.

"Oh common, just one more time. Don't crush my dreams." I bumped his side and he smirked. "One more time." He nodded and I squealed of happiness.