Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 158

Shawn:

I don't know why Ryan and Brian decided to get her out when she's being released tomorrow.

She stills needs to get checkups to see if everything is okay before she can be signed out. What if she's not ready and still ill. What if her lungs go down again.

"Okay hold on for a second we're just going inside." She said as we were still busy talking on the phone. "Okay I'm outside." She chuckled and I sighed. "Jeanine you still need checks. They still need to monitor you before you can get out." I said, walking out of the hotel room to the balcony.

"Shawn. I had me tests today, the doctor told me everything was fine." She said, but I still didn't felt good. "I'm coming to you. I don't want you to not enjoy your tour and I don't enjoy being this far away from you for so long." She said and immediately my heartbeat raised to the roof.

"No! No! Under no circumstances. Jeanine your not getting on a plane in the condition you're in." I said angrily at her and could only imagine her rolling her eyes by now.

The crash really didn't effect her stubbornness nor sarcastic personality.

"Shawn." She said. "Jeanine." I said and heard her chuckling, but I'm not finding this funny at all. "I'm coming to you." She said and I felt like punching the wall. "Jeanine, listen to me. You can not get on a plane. Your lungs aren't in the condition for that pressure and you're no-" but I was cut of by the 'peep' sound from her side.

"Jeanine!" I said. She just hung up on me.

"You know what! Fine. Do what you wish!" I said, trying to calm down again. "See you soon." I got her text and I tried taking a few deep breaths. Counted to ten. But it doesn't work. "Aaaah!" I yelled from the balcony and Geoff came runnig out.

"Hey what's going on?" He asked and I told him about Brian, Ryan and Jeanine and what she's planning to do. "Is she insane?" He asked as we walked back inside. "I swear I'm not talking to her if she comes. No matter how childish that sounds, I'm not doing it." I said.

I was on my way to the room when Nick called me. "Well well well." I said answering the call. "Is she okay?" He asked. Today sure isn't my day.

I'm so angry and just everything is working on my nerves.

Pushing the limits till there ain't any more.

"Why do you are? You left." I said, sitting down on the wdge of my bed and taking off my shoes. "Shawn. Commong man you know I didn't mean it like that. I just couldn't sit around and watch her die." He said and I sighed.

"She needed you there. But you're the one who left. The only family she has around. But yeah, she's doing okay. Making stupid mistakes already but who can stop her?" I sighed and he laughed. "Yeah, that's Jeanine." He chuckled and I told him about my bad day and that I really just want to go to bed.

So we said our goodbyes and I got in the shower. One of those contemplating ones.

"I asked her to marry me." I smiled, "And she said yes." I chuckled, runnig my hands through my wet hair. "But now she's doing things she's not capable of doing. She makes me so angry at times, and it's so frustrating because I hate being mad, especially at her." I got out of the shower and got dressed in my nightwear, getting in bed and trying to fall asleep.

But of course the stress about Jeanine on a plane and the up following shows are keeping me awake.