Undeniable/ Shawn Mendes

Part 162

Jeanine:

I had to go to him.

I couldn't take it any longer, the pain, distance and tears.

I didn't speak to Nick at all after yelling at him and eventually he left. And it was just me and Shawn again.

"Well, uhm... I should probably go." I said walking to the door. It's kind of awkward now, now that nothing is really as it was. "Please don't." He whispered as he gently grabbed ahold of my waist, wraping his arms around me.

"Nothing is the same anymore. You've probably fallen out of love for me but I still love you. And it's killing me that things are this way." I said softly as I turned around in his arms. I locked my eyes on his, cupping his cheek before playing with his hair.

"But I can't...I can't lose you. I love you so much baby and this is just paining to see." He said, stepping closer as he wrapped his arms even tighter around me. "Please. Pease don't leave." He whispered and rested his forehead against mine as he closed his eyes.

We stayed in the silence for about a few minutes, before I pecked his lips and he looked at me.

"Sorry." I smiled faintly and he shook his head, cupping my cheek and crashing his lips to mine.

Our lips moving in sync and at the same time it's this sad, yet closure feeling that all the bad in the past will be forgotten and we can move forward if we try.

If we try really hard.

I took his hand in mine and I felt the cold metal hitting my skin. "You still have it." I smiled as I saw the ring I got him on his finger. "Always." He said, smiling down at me.

"I won't leave." I said and he smiled excitedly. "But... then we need to promise that we'll work on this because I don't want to lose what we have. And I know this isn't something really ordinary but it's perfect. You're the family I never had." I said giving him a hug.

"I promise you. I'll try my best." He said and just a moment after, he quickly pulled away. "Try my best." He whispered softly and ran to his music room.

"Inspiration?" I laughed, walking to the room.

"Yeah, but you can't see!" He laughed and I groaned as I walked to the couch, sitting down and going through social media again. I already saw some pictures of me that paparazzi took and they zoomed in on the ring. "Got it." He smirked as he walked out of the room back to me.

"Just a little snippet." He said, wrapping his arm around me as he sat down next to me on the couch. I took his hand in mine and played with his fingers.

I felt his gaze on me and I smiled, feeling the heat rising to my cheeks. "I missed you." He whispered as I brushed a piece of hair behind my ear. "I missed you too. I'm sorry hat you had to cancel the tour." I said, feeling sad about the fact that he got sick and it's also my influence about arguing with him, that his mental thoughts wasn't focused on what he needs to do.

"It's okay. I'd much rather be home." He said and I pecked his cheek. "You know what I really missed?" I said and he smirked slightly, already knowing what I'm referring to.

He cupped my cheek, gently caressing my skin as he leaned closer. Our lips connected and we moved in sync.

I sat up and crawled onto his lap as we continued making out. His hands firmly on my thighs as I cupped his cheeks and gently tugged on his hair. I felt his hands slowly moving up my back and in under my shirt.

"There's literally nobody I'd rested be with then you. You're the only one." He whispered after pulling away for a bit. "I love you so much." He pulled me into a hug and I kissed his neck, feeling him kissing my shoulder.

I'm back in the arms of my one true love, and no matter what, no matter how many ups and downs there'll be.

I'll always come back to him.