(UNEDITED)
PROLOGUE
"I don't want her to know everything about me. Magagalit at lalayo sya sakin.. kyle.. ayokong mangyare yon."
"Akala mo ba hindi sya magagalit kapag nalaman nyang naglilihim ka sakanya?"
"I don't know. Ayokong malaman nya na masama akong tao. She will leave me.. please let's keep this secrets.."
"Ewan ko tol. Ang unfair sakanya. Kapatid ko yon eh.. hindi nalang ako magsasalita--"
"Anong sikreto pa ba ang tinatago nyo sakin!?" My eyes widened in shock when kylie suddenly appeared in front of us.
"K-kylie? W-what are you doing here?" Utal na tanong ko. Namamanhid ang katawan ko sa kaba at takot.
She's crying. Fuck, I made her cry again. Fear starts to embraced me. Parang unti unti akong nanghinina habang pinapanood syang umiyak..
"Tell me! Ano na naman!? Ano pa ba ang sikreto mo na hindi ko alam!? Ginagawa mo akong tanga! Sumagot ka mikaelle!!" Sigaw nya.
I tried my best to hold her but she keep distancing herself. All I can see on her face was anger and disappointed. My heart won't stop aching, it's killing me. It's really hurt like I feel it suffocating.
"B-bae.. I'm sorry, please." Tumulo ang luha ko habang pilit lumalapit sakanya.
"Sorry for what mik? Sorry for not trusting me or sorry for making me cry again? Sabihin mo na! Ang sakit na eh.. yan ka naman talaga. Bakit ba hindi pa ako nasanay?" She tried to smile but her tears streaming hard on her soft cheeks. I badly want to wipe it and hug her tight!
"B-bae! I trust you okay? Pero ayokong mapahamak ka. I did keep this damn secrets for you.. please understand me, baby. I will explain--"
"Understand!? Ni minsan ba naintindihan moko ha!? Mikaelle! Pagod na ako.. pagod na akong umunawa dahil ako lang nasasaktan. Intindihin mo naman ang nararamdaman ko! Hindi mo ko iniisip! Nagmumukha akong tanga!! Pero ni minsan hindi ako nagreklamo sayo. Pero bakit ka ganyan? Sumusobra kana.."
Ang sakit marinig sakanya neto. Hindi ko naman sinasadya.
I don't want to hurt you..
This is the day I did not even thought of. Hindi ko ginusto o naisip na malagay kaming dalawa sa sitwasyon nato. But it's happening! It's because of me...
Ramdam kong nanghihina sya kaya mabilis ko syang niyakap. I kiss her forehead to calm her. Sumandal sya sa dibdib ko habang humihikbi. I did made her cry.. just bullshit.
"Bae.. I'm s-sorry. I plan to tell you right away but each day is getting worsted. I don't w-want you to feel that way... D-don't cry.. go hurt me. Tatanggapin ko.. t-tanggapin ko dahil sa pagsisikreto ko sayo. Don't l-leave me please.." Kinagat ko labi ko sa sakit ng nararamdaman ko.
She pushed me again. A hard one. Wala akong magawa. Tatanggapin ko kung ano man desisyon nya. Ito na ang kabayaran sa lahat ng ginawa ko.
She look at me straight in my eyes.. a blank one. Just like the first time I saw her.
"Tell me your secrets. Tell me all.." bumugtong hininga ako.
"B-bae.. I'm a member of black traze organization, group of gangsters. We did fucking kill.. kill for our freedom. I did kill in my own hands. I'm a gangster who wants to protect you, who wants to save you in danger, who fall inlove with you. T-tatanggapin mo pa ba ako? This is my damn secret. I'm really sorry baby.."
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This is a work of fiction. Names, Characters, Businesses, Events, Places and Incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or used in fictitious manner. Any resemblance to living or dead person, actual events, or to other stories are purely coincidental.
This may have typos and grammatical error. Tumatanggap ako ng correction sa mga typos o ano mang mali. Para na din kaagad masolusyunan at hindi na mabasa pa ng mga magtatangkang basahin ang kwentong ito. If you're perfectionist, better stop reading. I might ruined your expectations:)
I'm starting to edit by chapters so bear with me guys. Sorry sa mga nagtyatyaga at nagiintindi. 13 years old kasi ako nung ginawa ko ang story nato, and of course ang dami ko pang hindi nalalaman. Napaka immature ko magsulat basta kinikilabutan ako sa mga pinagsusulat ko noon.
A story written by: lengxstories
- Ashlyn Yumul
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