dizzy - thoughts & stuff

recommend me some fics + tiny otters

i've been in the mood to read some new fanfics but i can't fi n d any i want either phan or jalex and not texting/messaging style ones

i can pay you in memes, dog pictures and shitty doodles please and thank

someone brought their ferrets in today and i have come to 3 conclusions

1. ferrets are like tiny otters
2. ferrets smell really bad
3. i am never getting a ferret

they're really cute and i love otters sm i'd have one if i could so a ferret seems like a good substitute but they smell and they're too wiggly and energetic i think

(this one gave kisses he was the sweetest)

this is the only good pic i got bc they wouldn't st o p mo vi ng o h my go d

so that was v nice for one time only and never again

today was like hecka uneventful and so was yesterday idk man everything's just boring

looks like i'm not going to the concert after all bc my dad says he has something "better" in mind that he wants to get me for christmas and that it would be too difficult to do so yeah

i wanted to have something to look forward to but ig not

thing is tho is that i don't want anything. i don't want any more physical things, i have enough of that already and i just wanted to go see rebecca and my babies again and that would have been the best present in the whole world but oh well ig

the frame for my poster finally came tho so i can hang it up now but i just need to decide where i'm gonna put it, i had decided but now that i see what the frame looks like im not so sure ahhhh

(real quick pointless ramble that you can def. skip)
i'm sad again bc everyone else has someone better than me whether its a s.o. or a best friend, they have someone that they love sm and have the best relationship and its just like ugh why can't i have that with someone. its worse too when you think maybe you do have someone like that only to find out or be reminded that they have someone else who is better and that they love so much more

idk ignore me

i've eaten one time for the past day and i ha t e d it and it made me wanna throw up bc it was some nasty shit so like that was good

on the bright side tho my dad put seaway on my phone yayyy

thats about all for now. i love you all and i hope you're doing well, remember to take care of yourselves ❤ bye

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song recommendation: london by seaway