dizzy - thoughts & stuff

pizza

(^^ im sorry)

my mom was just like "why is everyone so up my ass all the time" like

a) you're our fucking mom we fucking love you??? we see you for like 30 minutes a day and we miss you and want to give you attention and affection??? sorry???

b) we already came out your vagina that shouldn't really be that invasive

i get she has a long day at work and is stressed out a lot but like there's no need to yell at us especially the little kids bc they're too young to even understand that most likely so to them it just seems like you're scolding them for loving you and i just

but she got an interview at a new job today and it went really well so hopefully she'll get it because its a lot closer to home and she'd have earlier hours too so she'd be home before my dad even got off work wouldn't that be amazing like we could all sit down and have a real dinner as a family instead of eating frozen pizza in separate rooms at 9 o clock

sorry you guys don't wanna hear about my family problems that i don't even have i'll shutup lmao

how was your day???

mine was v good actually and it's usually not, at least not since school started

i had a chemistry test today and i think i did p well, and if not i have like 152% in that class as a cushion anyways so thats good

then in my first vet class we were going over drugs (which was actually very interesting) and the first thing my teacher said once we were all settled was "today we're gonna do drugs!" and then later on we were talking about something sad and she wanted to move on so she was like "on a brighter note, cocaine!" and then we started to talk about morphine and she was like "oh i just love morphine" like she's so funny and chill the other day she was teaching us how to use something online to do our homework and she was showing us how insert a picture and she was like "we'll use this one of an anal gland" and put a picture of a dog's asshole up on the board lmfao we were in the media center too so like with lots of other people not in our class and the lady behind the counter's head shot up and she looked so disturbed it was great i just rlly love that teacher

in my second vet class i got to hold a doggo for a rlly long time it was amazing her name is colada and she's the teacher's dog and i came in the class w my fren ashley and she barked at us until we picked her up?? she was so cute??? and she had this cheetah blanket draped over her back and was legit just walking around with it on like a cape ahhhHHHH

(excuse the weird look on my face)
okay i'm like 99% sure i stank so fucking bad the rest of the day tho because the seniors were doing grooming today and they had to do trimming, ears, nails, and anal glands and god this fucking dog smelled so freaking bad like w o w she stank but i held her anyway bc she was cute (priorities)

and then my algebra class didn't make me wanna jump off a bridge??? i even laughed during it???? and we have a test tomorrow (pray for me) so we were just doing review questions today and i knew how to do everything already??? like wow i might actually pass that's crazy

and then in my last class i actually learned something??? i haven't learned something in a language arts class in like 3 years holy guacamole. plus the teacher said to kill a mockingbird was the best book ever written (agree) and that jk rowling isn't a very good writer,,, to which at first i was like "tf are you talking about there are so many harry potter posters in here it might as well be wallpaper" and he explained that he thought she was a great storyteller, just that the writing itself wasn't outstanding or very advanced or anything and i was like ooOOOH okay so i was less mad at him

and i had no homework???? i actually had time to relax??? what a concept???? so i worked on this drawing that bandana-gaskarth and i have been planning (thank for tolerating me ilysm) and finally finished it, i'll be posting it to my art book called paint you wings right after i post this so please go check that out :)

anyway i hope you all sleep well and i love you!!! ❤

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song recommendation: favorite liar by the wrecks (seriously one of my most favorites e v e r i love it so much please go give it a listen, nick's voice is my sexuality, thank you for your time)