daylight savings gives me time to think
which is the last thing that I want since I don't drink
so I can't numb my feelings to avoid my thoughts
that climb to the back of my head tying my veins in knots
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just thoughts and other things that I feel l...
okay first of all, happy birthday to this bean up here, even though it was his birthday yesterday, i just wanna celebrate it today so i can share it with him. so happy birthday geoff, i love your fluffy hair and i love your pretty smile and eyes, and i love your obsession with zelda, tysm for existing.
second of all, FUCK. I'M GOING TO SEE ALL TIME LOW IN A MONTH BECAUSE I GOT TICKETS FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND BEST OF ALL THEY'RE VIP TICKETS SO I GET TO FUCKING MEET THEM HOLY FUCK?????????? I'M STILL IN SHOCK, MY HEARTRATE HAS NOT RETURNED TO NORMAL SINCE FINDING OUT, BECAUSE I LOVE THEM LITERALLY SO MUCH AND I GET TO TALK TO THEM AND TOUCH THEM AND JUST AHFKALFMALDLS. I GET TO HUG JACK MOTHERFUCKING BARAKAT SLALOSJDMSLSLLSKDMSLSLS. I'M SO BEYOND EXCITED LIKE I CANT EVEN WAIT BUT I'M ALSO REALLY NERVOUS BC I DON'T WANNA MAKE AN IDIOT OUT OF MYSELF TRYING TO TALK TO THEM AND THEN JUST LIKE STUTTERING AND MESSING UP ALL MY SENTENCES. LIKE WHAT IF I GET SO NERVOUS I GET SICK AND THROW UP ON JACK LIKE WHAT FUCKING THEN. IDK WHAT I'M GONNA DO. ALSO I WANNA MAKE THEM A PAINTING OR DRAWING BUT IDK WHAT YET, AND WRITE THEM A LETTER PROBABLY. IDK MAN I JUST FUCKFUCKFUCKDUCKDUCMSKDL AHHHHHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY.
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also i'd just like to bring attention to this photo bc holy wow is there a more perfect human being on this entire planet like my gosh how is he even this pretty look at that look at his smile and his pretty teeth and his eyes are so nice especially when they're squinty like that and he has really nice eyebrows and his earrings are so cute and his hair looks so soft and fluffy and just ahhhhh i love him so much
