dizzy - thoughts & stuff

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my sister has been scrwaming all night at my other siblings all thinga that make it seem like she hates everyone and especially yhem and she was calling  my sister stupid and making fun of her grades for not being as good as hers when she's really insecure about them and i tried ro tell her to stop and she just yells at me then and so i left it alone but then she just came in and screamed at the top of jer lungs at me so loud it scared me about how i thought it was funny to lock her out of the house when i didn't even do that and my dad heard and hr was already in a bad mood and now he's yelling and he's gonna snap and take everything away and i can't stop crying and i can barely breathe ny throat burns so much and idk what to do why does everyone in this fucking house hate each other why can't wr act like a normal family for one god damn time and why cant i just listen and not fo shit im not supposed to so i dont have to be scared of him taking my phone and why is everything so fucked up why cant evrything just stop