dizzy - thoughts & stuff

the past tense of yeet is yote

music is already going so good this year like yes troye, yes panic!, yes muse, yes waterparks (esp)

and im so here for it like its what i need rn honestly

fUCK A SILVER LINING IS SO GOOD IDK IF I MENTIONED IT AT ALL BUT I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT UNTIL YESTERDAY BUT IVE BEEN LISTENING NONSTOP I LIKE IT MORE THAN SAY AMEN ITS SO GOOD WHAT A BO P

i changed my theme kinda, not the pfp because it makes me smile and the covers are still corgs but they're different corgs

omg so last night i got a text from this random number and it was late and i was like the fuck and then i went to sleep bc that's what i was trying to do anyways

but this morning i answered them and i found out its one of my best friends from school last year whose number i lost when i got a new phone and oh my god i've missed them so much

their name is andy and they're pretty much the best ever, they're fucking hilarious and i had english and art w them last year and art was always the best part of my day mostly thanks to them

they were one of the only people who has ever allowed me to get as many hugs from them as i want (+ they give like the best ones), they let me cry on them for like an entire class period when nice2knou came out bc i was hella emotional after the music video

we had so many inside jokes it was great

and omg they're so sweet like they for some reason used to want all the things i made in art even tho they were really shitty and i was just gonna throw them out otherwise i didn't really take anything home so i just gave everything to andy and every time they acted like it was the best thing they'd ever received, they literally made a "shrine" (as they called it) in their room w just all the stuff id ever made in art or drawn for them and i asked if they still had the stuff and they have everything still :') i literally teared up

and omg their contact pic for me is a picture of awsten and it has been this whole time which is p amazing considering i liked waterparks at the time but i wasn't obsessed so i had mentioned him maybe like 3 times, i might've given them the pic to use i dont remember tbh but i don't think i did and if not its lowkey impressive

idk i was just thinking about them the other day and how much i missed them and then like,, here they are

and im so happy i just love them

i feel like ive gotten 2 friends the past couple days, even tho i already knew both of them, but its like getting new ones still idk

im on spring break!!!! i get to sleep!!! fuck yeah!!!!!

my throat is killing me i think im sick, pls shoot me thank

drink some water, get some rest, make sure you've eaten today please. i love you all ❤

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song recommendation: fuck a silver lining by p!atd