dizzy - thoughts & stuff

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(^^^ this is too accurate for me ajsjcjdn)

guys i am c r y i n g my dad said we can stop at whole foods on the way to warped tour to buy awsten orange juice i have literal tears forming i am so happy

does anyone know if you're allowed to bring in cooler bags i don't want to bring the king hot orange juice

that is about the only good thing that's happened today tho so (:

i got my final for my vet 2 class and there are three separate things we have to do that involve privately presenting in front of the teacher, we have to wrap up gowns to prepare for surgery, tie a gauze muzzle around a dog, and perform cpr

and like

i dont know how to wrap a pack in the slightest, and the other two i barely know how to do. he's not taught us how to do the packs or the muzzle (i know that from my other vet teacher) and we briefly learned cpr at like the beginning of the year and ive never tried to demonstrate it

so basically he just lit my mild anxiety on fire, im gonna fail the test bc i don't know how to do anything, and probably break down crying in the middle of the test (if i even manage to take it) out of sheer embarrassment

so we got the papers and i asked to leave that class and i go to mrs. renner's, who is my other vet teacher and my school mom. im crying, im surprised she could even tell what i was saying but basically i was like "mr long gave us our final and i dont know how to do any of this and im gonna fail" etc etc and she's so sweet she calms me down and starts showing me how to do some of the stuff along w the help of this other really sweet girl. she also said she'd teach me on monday, the final is on tuesday so i mean that'll help but still probably gonna have a mental breakdown and not manage to do anything

(:

3 more days of school then im done w this bullshit

today wasn't total shit ig, i had a world history final this morning that i thought i was gonna fail but it actually ended up going p well and i should know my grade soon

also i got a b on my chemistry final! which for me is hella good!!

and i got to spend lots of time w my friend angel and he let me draw on him which was great i love drawing on people, n that was nice bc he's one of the only people i genuinely enjoy spending time w anymore but i don't get to see him all that much ig i kinda do but it was nice

also i took my friend kamryns hamster home (blackberry, there's pics of her in this somewhere lol) so i have an extra animal until she gets back home which idk when that'll be yet so that's nice too

anyways tell me about your guys' day!!! i'd love to hear it, bad or good, although i hope yours was at least a little better than mine

that's p much all, this was really just so i could say im gonna get awsten orange juice but i didn't want to post a chapter w that little content so i summarized my day lol, i love you guys ❤❤❤ take care

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song recommendation: strong by one direction (this has been stuck in my head all day lmao)