dizzy - thoughts & stuff

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*talking about aws*
my dad: "i love the kid's music but he needs to eat some m e a t"
me: "why??"
my dad: "he just looks so.. frail and pale. unhealthy"

im cr yi n g whyyy

this is what i want for christmas:
1) a new waterparks song
2) a new waterparks song
3) waterparks merch
4) especially the waterbarks tshirt
5) a new waterparks song
6) the waterbarks tshirt
7) giraffe wiggleville

that's it thank you santa

i would like everyone to appreciate my highlight today

(sorry there's like weird dots its bc the window's dirty)

we went to get pictures w santa and i had to wear a dress and i wanted to kms

after i finished getting ready my siblings started fighting so my mom screamed for like half an hour about how we weren't going to see santa bc that was for good, loving, nice children lmfaoo

and then my dad came to me and was like "we have to stop all this fighting w each other" and i was like no shit go tell that to the people who are the ones fighting instead of acting like its my fault thanks

i got cheese curds tho so i mean its fine that my family's falling apart

we went to see justice league yesterday and i may or may not have teared up when wonder woman came on screen for the first time bc wow my mom she's great i love her sm

it was good tho, and then later my grandma and i watched saw which was also good

i stayed at megan's house friday night and we filmed some of my video for photography (i forget if i told you guys but im making a music video for new rules by dua lipa) and then saturday morning we finished it + made sugar cookies for chemistry

so overall i had a p good weekend, now its time to light myself on fire and walk into the hell that is midterm week

but then it'll be christmas break and i can be a sloth for 2 weeks yay

i got invited to go to this summer camp thing and its like at a college of your choice, at least out of the ones available for the program you pick (mine would be medicine and health i believe) and it would be a really cool experience and i'd get to leave this shit ass state for the first time by myself for a whole 9 days but its also like 3000+ dollars so idk if its gonna happen. but like some of the schools its held at are ucla, berkley, yale, harvard, biG ASS SCHOOLS YA GIRL IS NEVER ACTUALLY GETTING INTO SO MIGHT AS WELL GO VISIT WHILE I HAVE THE CHANCE (plus there's one in chicago and i could stalk mikey but)

i hope you all had good weekends as well, and if you have midterms try not to stress too much, remember to take breaks while studying, drink water and eat and don't stay up until 3 in the morning, get some sleep

i love you all, i'll talk to you soon, byeee

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day 14 - a song that you would love played at your wedding - hey there delilah by plain white t's