dizzy - thoughts & stuff

your girl is an octopus

my mom sent me this ^ earlier and i c r i e d

i wish i could just be content by myself instead of being an attention seeking piece of garbage who relies on others to feel valid :))) but it doesn't look like that is gonna happen anytime soon sooo

im cleaning my room rn and i decided to go ahead and hang my atl poster even tho i don't have the smaller frames w the ticket and stuff done

it looks kinda small in that space but i wanna fill it up w posters and stuff so ye

it's gonna be nice to come home and see that as soon as i walk in the door every day though

i love it sm my favorite part is the lil xo alex put next to his name he's so cute im gonna cr y

i've been on a fanfic kick lately and one of my most favorite authors yesterday replied to some of my comments on her fic and then posted on my profile and then i messaged her and we've been talking a bit and she doesn't seem to hate me and i'm just ???? what did i do to deserve this ?????

so now i have messages from the two best phan writers on this whole app on my profile,,,,

dog bless

speaking of i finally got a good (as good as its gonna get) selfie with scout today !!!!!

she is ,,, so damn cute,,,, i l o v e h e r more than anything on this planet too good too pure

and here's some pictures of my doggle who i let probably a little too close to my chicken parmesan out of trust and love which paid off bc she waited until i was done and didn't try to eat any so i fed her the last couple bites off my fork and then she held hands w me for a bit

why tf is it u p s id e do wn *illuminati noises*

megan gave me two pieces of confetti from her fob concert, one purple one white, and they are so insignificant really but i'm keeping them in my phone case rn bc that's as close as i'm ever gonna get to pete wentz

also!!!! for megan's bday i'm going with her to this thing a local radio station hosts called next big thing and its like a music festival with a bunch of bands, and i'm so fucking excited!!!!!!! it's gonna be so much fun ahhh

it's a two day thing but we're only going the second day which is fine with me bc
a) i don't have the money to pay for both days lmao
b) i don't really care about any of the artists the first day

like the main one for the first day is the lumineers and tbh aint nobody give a damn about the lumineers, but you know who people do give a damn about? paramore.

know who's the main artist the second day?

p a r a m o r e

know who i'm going to see on december 3rd?

p   a   r   a   m   o   r   e

god i'm seriously so excited i can't wait

also portugal the man, vance joy, misterwives, etc. so im litty and hella excited

its funny bc in the span of just a few months i'm gonna have gone to so many kinds of concerts, like a punk show in a relatively small building, a big name pop artist in a big stadium, and an alternative music festival like whaaaaat

so i'm sad i can't go to atl but i can go to this and i can also keep my fingers crossed for jingle ball tickets if the universe is really on my side (pls i am a good noodle and this is my last chance to see any of the loves of my lives for m o n t h s)

that's about it for today, i hope you all had a good day

i love you and i'll talk to you soon!!

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song recommendation: canals by all time low