daylight savings gives me time to think
which is the last thing that I want since I don't drink
so I can't numb my feelings to avoid my thoughts
that climb to the back of my head tying my veins in knots
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just thoughts and other things that I feel l...
this is gonna sound so dumb but like. i need waterparks to come here
i need to see their cute lil faces and hear them talk and sing and i need to be able to hug them and i need to have something to look forward to
ignore me lol
the last time i saw starbuck was last tuesday and i swear ((((: if she doesn't show up soon im going to go insane
i also need her
my phone died in 4th period today and it was actually hell thank you very much
idrk what the purpose of this was lmao
ashley texted me yesterday and it was a video and i watched it and it was an ad for entertainment and it made me so happy bc a) she recognized them and b) she thought to text about it
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she called me right after this and told me two things that made it even better
1. it was an ad on an episode of rupaul's drag race 2. she said she somehow recognized it as at least familiar before she even looked up, but that when she did it confirmed who it was bc she saw "the dude w the hair"
she was like "did i get your baby in it???" and i laughed and said yes and she was like "oh okay good because it was a short ad and i had to hurry to get my phone out to record it to show you, i was worried i missed it"
and then today she told me it came on again but while her best friend ella was over and that ella said "i love the lead singer im gonna become their/his number one fan" and ashley laughed at her and told her that she can't bc she can't beat me and once again it made me so happy
i couldn't take pics of the doggles today bc my phone feckin died (((: but scoot was there so that was nice
ashley supposedly has the flu so maybe i'll catch it and die. i hope lol
i love you all, take care of yourselves
- song recommendation: sleep alone by waterparks (did i already do this one??? idk and idc)
