dizzy - thoughts & stuff

im done w today lmao

yall will not fuckin believe,,,,

okay so its my friend megan's bday tomorrow, and my friend ashley (who is megan's best friend and lives right across the street from her) wanted me to help her make a surprise bday present. so i went to ashley's house after school today to help make the present

once we finished, we took it over to megan's house because ashley couldn't wait to give it to her. megan liked it, we spent like 20 minutes at her house then all three of us went back to ashley's. we were watching d&p (pinof 9 to be exact) and it was like not even ten minutes, bc we didn't finish the video, when ashley was like

"hey i don't mean to be rude hannah but so you think you could like, leave and go to megan's house so i can take a nap? my head hurts"

what

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do you not have any manners? you don't just invite someone to your house and then kick them out bc you have a headache and leave them stranded with no ride home, forcing them to go spend time in another person's house who they were not fucking invited to

but i ended up at megan's anyways, and i felt terrible bc my phone died as well, so i couldn't tell my parents to come get me.

so here i was, never having been to megan's house for longer than 10 minutes, i've barely even met her family, but stuck at her house uninvited even still, with my phone dead and not knowing when or how i was gonna get home.

i ended up texting my mom with megan's phone but like still i just felt so bad bc these people didn't know i was gonna be there at all let alone on a tuesday fucking night at 7 o clock

luckily their family is like the nicest, her parents were super accepting and seemed fine with it, they kept insisting i eat dinner (didn't end up doing that, i've eaten half a cookie and a slice of this cold beef thing my dad gave me lol yi kes) and her dad was trying to get her brother to give me his plate and his seat so i could eat and then on the way out the door when my mom finally got there he was like "you are going to eat dinner next time!!!" it was funny

so i'm finally home, lowkey mad at ashley but it's all good lolol

just proves even my few irl friends don't wanna actually be friends with me & spend time with me amiright or amiright

that was all that really happened today so ye

i drew on my hand at school

i got to see ashley's dog