Photograph #9//Lil Peep || Rewriting

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AN: Changed the content rating because shit is about to go down💔✨🌹🐥🎶🎶 sorry for not updating like crazy- I had some adult stuff to take care of🙄🖕btw to those who are reading this, I see you- and appreciate you...🐥

I got up the following morning- getting ready to leave- I was hella ready to bounce the fuck on. Last night. I became a joke on all social media platforms and I just wanted to fucking disappear off the face of the earth.

So much for Peep, getting to know his ass- for a second I thought he wouldve defended me- but there was no sign of him anywhere. Probably faced down, out cold- but gives a fuck, right? He doesn't, so why should I?

A knock came to the door, I opened it and saw Zack there holding out my plane ticket home.

"Probably see you next tour?" He asked.

"Don't ask such a stupid question" I say.

He tried to lift a smile, "Bex can be an asshole sometimes, I know"

"Indeed"

He gave me an awkward hug and pulled away, "it was nice meeting you"

I nodded, "you too..... oh wait"

I went back into my room and came back with my camera, "can I get a picture of you, for my album at home?"

"Sure" he posed and I snapped the moment.

"I'll see you... whenever" he says walking away, "Oh and Olivia!" He hollered from down the hall, throwing up the devil's horns, "Pigeon Gannnnng"

I laugh and go back into my room, setting my camera back into its case- zipping it up- and sat down. Looking to the blank wall in front of me, I waited for the perfect moment to leave.

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Back at in LA

I got out the terminal and went for my luggage, then out the door for my uber- gave the guy directions and there I was. Outside my old apartment.

It felt weird to knock on the door. It swung open and Jess came running into my arms. Damn, I fucking missed home.

Ashley was at the counter eating cereal, "Olllly your back"

She came in for a hug, since we hadn't seen each other for a hot minute.

"Your mom picked up most of your stuff, and I parked your car over at her place-" Jess said.

I nodded my head and laid on the couch, letting out a sigh, "I fucking missed this place"

Jess sat on the floor beside me, moving my hair away from my face, "So who's that bitch kissing on your Peep"

I cover my eyes with both my hands and shake my head no, "Honestly, like who gives a fuck. Not me"

"Sounds like you do give a fuck"

"No, I just... I just... don't fucking know"

She laughed, "So tell me all about it?"

"I have to get drunk, for me to tell you everything that I'm feeling- because sober me has no fucking clue"

"Ash, I think we're about to have a night out"

Why the fuck did I say that?

"Come on Ash, help me get her up"

"Fuck yes, we're about to party!!" Ash hollered.

"No! We're not!" I snap.

"Come on!!! high school Olivia, get your ass up" Jess got me.

I laugh, those were good times...