bts oneshots ✓ [completed]

Snap | Yoongi

🔞warnings: obscene language as per usual. i'm sorry.

  • • •

    

   You knew it was a long time coming.

   Why you didn't take the signs to heart, and change yourself as fast as possible in order to avoid this, you have no idea.

    Perhaps it was the stubborn side of you, so determined to just make Min Yoongi laugh.

   

    "Just shut up!" Yoongi hisses, shoving his math book across the table. The textbook falls onto your lap with a dull thud, both startling you and making you wince.

     "Y--" you look up to your best friend.

    Thankfully, the two of you had the classroom to yourselves. The teacher trusted the two of you to be responsible while he left on lunch, and gave his classroom for you two to study together in. The both of you had an English final coming up, and Yoongi needed a little extra help. Being his best friend, you of course agreed immediately.

   Even despite promising Jungkook and Taehyung that you three would spend lunch together. The two of them always liked having you around. You, Taehyung, and Jungkook had all grown up together.

   But you were the first to drift away, upon meeting Min Yoongi and forming a dysfunctional friendship.

   "I said shut up, (Y/n)! You're always so damn happy and making jokes and it's fucking sickening!" Yoongi stares holes into your face.

   Don't cry

   Don't cry

   Don't cry now.

   Don't cry in front of Min Yoongi.

   Don't let him see you weak.

   So, instead of crying, you snap.

   "You know what, Min fucking Yoongi?" You spat, standing up and hurling his own textbook back at him. It slams against his shoulder, flying past him and hitting the tiled floor behind him in a mess of stray papers and loose notes that he'd kept tucked between the chapters.

   But he was too shocked to even notice the dull throbbing that was beginning to pulse in his right shoulder. He'd never heard you yell. Nor speak to him with anything less and upmost respect and a kind smile on your beautiful lips.
 
   He was too shocked by the fact that you'd finally decided to fight back.

  
   "No." You hug yourself, letting your tears stain your cheeks.

   Guilt overwhelms the male's body, almost taking control of him. Almost giving way to what he really wanted.

   To pull you into his arms and help you forget the world.

   "I try, everyday, to make you smile. To make you laugh even a little. And I don't expect a damn thing in return. Nothing." You slam your chair against your desk. Yoongi only flinches slightly, still staring at you in utter shock.

    "But now I do. I expect you to be a considerate human being with real feelings. Could you do that for me?" You ask. Yoongi could see the real you beginning to show.

   Not a crying girl, pleading to a lost cause to try and fix himself.

   Not a girl who wanted to save the boy she loved.

   Not a girl who just wanted to make others smile.

    But instead, a girl who wanted someone to try and be the one to make her smile.

    The girl who wanted someone who's everyday goal was to make her happy.

    The sad girl who tried to save Min Yoongi.

     The crying girl who was the only one who saw him beginning to fall.

   "(Y/n)...." Yoongi trails off, feeling his own tears begin to pool. An unfamiliar feeling, to the male. A feeling that only you could make him feel.

    "Forget it. I'm sorry I tried, Yoongi. I'm sorry I spent the majority of my school year trying to help you. I'm sorry Yoongi,

    But you're on your own now."

   

   It was all Yoongi could do,

   To watch the only girl who truly loved him... walk away.

• • •