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Since I Died | Yoongi

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  the story of how i lived

  

     Numbness could be described in several different ways.

    Many would say it is a tingling sensation.

     Others would use certain adjectives to describe the feeling. Or, lack thereof. But either way, numbness is essentially one thing.

     The loss of feeling.

      Ever since a very specific Tuesday night in an especially freezing autumn, you had lost all feeling. Physical pain was no longer a disability or weakness.

      Pain.

       Like numbness, pain was another concept that had been misinterpretted over the years. What is pain? Or rather, what was pain?

     "Contemplating very psychological concepts of the world?"

     "Could you repeat that? Less syllables this time."

     "What are you thinking about?"
 

      A boy grinned at you. A boy, who you wouldn't go as far as to say he was a friend of yours. After all, he dragged you to a party in the middle of the woods. Ultimately resulting in you having an unscheduled and unanticipated meeting with the grill of a vehicle.

    An event that only three people knew about, as of today.

     You,

     A certain driver,

     And a certain boy with a cocky smirk and a shamelessly unrelenting gaze that you've never been able to shake.

     "Nothing," you finally say as you gather your books. The bell hadn't rung yet, and you were already gathering your things. It was the final week of highschool anyways. Why should you care about your grades at this point? It's not like you were going anywhere anymore.

     "Nothing at all."

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the story of how i loved

     

      "(Y/n)!" Yoongi shouts, catching you by surprise. How it had surprised you, was still a wonder. You could hear everything now.

     You turn back around immediately, making your way towards your house. Over a decade of schooling, and you were still forced to walk everywhere.

    "Aw, my favorite little rookie is giving me the silent treatment again? Pity. I was going to--"

    "Oh, it's rookie now? That's my name? What happened to sweetheart?" You ask snarkily. Yoongi only smirks at your sassy demeanor.

     "Would you prefer I called you sweetheart?"

     "You're an ass."