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I Promised | Hoseok

 
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  I did something today, that I'll regret until the end of my time.

I did something today, that I swore I would never do again. I swore I would never do to her.

She promised me the world. She held the world in her hands and promised me, that if I never hurt her, I would have it.

I didn't want the world.

I wanted her.

Hyung, I only wanted her. I wanted her smile, I wanted her to mother my children, I wanted to hold her at night until I couldn't anymore. I wanted to kiss her until I no longer had the strength to press my own lips against hers.

I didn't want to grow tired of her. I didn't want to let the stress get to me.

You know, stress is like a cancer, in a way.  A tall, dark cancer that had hands to wrap its claws around my throat and force me into a state that she had always been able to bring me out of.

I hurt her, hyung. I physically hurt her.

And she left me.

So why was I the one who's still hurting?

Why could I, who had inflicted the suffering, the one who was still screaming in agony?

I can still hear it.

I want her back so much.

I love her.
I hurt her.
I want her.

I need her.

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