Hey, Mr. Grumpy! [DaraGon/NyongDal]

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Wala ng nagsalita sa amin matapos iyon. Intimidating kasi ang aura ni Kwon kaya naman inubos ko na lang ang oras ko sa pakikinig sa kakantahin ko. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan si Grandpa. Kaya ko naman ‘tong tapusin ah?! Wala ba siyang tiwala sa akin?!

Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ako naiinis ‘pag naiisip ko iyon. Idagdag pa ang iniisip ko na ex-girlfriend niya kaya eto! Lalong nagkandaletse-letse na ang concentration ko. Ilang minuto na akong naka-stuck sa line na “hello sexy guy-ido, hello handsome boy-ido” at kung paanong si Kwon Jiyong lang ang lumalabas sa utak ko sa buong panahong nakatitig ako.

Bigla kong sinampal ang sarili ko. SANDARA PARK! MAAWA KAAAAA! Gumising ka na sa katotohanan, arasso?! Ano bang pinagsasasabi mo dyan?!

 

“Grandma? Yah, anong nangyayari sayo?” Tanong sa akin ni Kwon na hindi ko na namalayang nakalapit pala sa akin. Iniangat ko ang tingin ko sa kanya at nakita ko ang pag-aalala at pagtataka kung bakit ko biglang sinampal ang sarili ko na parang loka-loka.

“Wa–wala.” Sagot ko atsaka iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kanya. “Uhm… Ano na bang gagawin ko?” Dagdag na tanong ko, diverting his attention. Sa totoo lang, pakiramdam ko kasi ay nasu-suffocate ako dahil narito siya sa tabi ko. Dara! Get a hold of yourself!

 

“Ah, tapos na ‘yung set-up. Go in the booth now, practice.” He commanded before going back to looking at the instruments. Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako. Hanggang kailan naman kaya kami magpa-practice ng magpa-practice?

Chorus lang naman ang kakantahin ko at isang part doon sa dulo. I think I’m doing well, too, since ilang beses ko na itong na-practice last time pero ewan ko ba kay harabeoji at parang hindi siya nasa-satisfy doon sa gawa ko. Tuwing pahihintuin niya ako ay napapa-pout na lang ako sa inis pero ayoko namang pangunahan siya at baka may masabi na naman siya sa akin. Naiintindihan ko naman na nai-stress siya, after all, he’s preparing for his solo album plus preparing for BIGBANG’s Japanese album. Nakaka-stress talaga at nakapapagod, but look at him. He’s on a roll.

Hindi ko na nabilang kung nakailang kanta na ako bago siya nagsalita mula sa labas ng booth. “Halmeoni, give yourself a break and internalize a bit. Babalik din ako.” Paalam niya atsaka lumabas ng music room.

Nahahapong lumabas din ako sa booth at umupo. Uminom ako ng tubig habang nagpapahinga. Napansin ko ang papel na nasa tabi ko.

BUTTERFLY (G-Dragon ft. Jin Jung)

Lyrics by: G-Dragon

Music by: Choice37, G-Dragon

Arranged by: Choice37

It’s all about you,

My Butterfly
Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Unintentionally, I look the sky like
It looks similar to when you smile
Specifically your dazzling [smile] baby
My day consists of our romantic drama
Make me cry and smile no no no

I can’t sleep, I call your name
I turn my head shyly (no matter what)
I like it this much
I rarely stop walking

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m kissing you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterfly)

Beautiful girl

Unintentionally, I look at the ground like
I flutter so much at your 3 lettered name baby
I’ll heal your one small wounds
My love is you

Like a butterfly
You look for a flower, flutter around like a child
Your innocent eyes have a smile
Your body moves like the sky, the sky
Your eyes glimmer, glimmer
I’ve become like this
(You’re the only one girl)

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m holding you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

I’ll promise the things I promise
We missed each other, and it makes me worry
Just to know the game it’s all the same
What, it’s this confusing
Though you can’t trust guys
Love can be forever
Why do you push and pull
Can’t act any more honest

Look at my eyes
You see my eyes
You see my lips
Listen to my heart
If you’re listening answer me
Kiss me on the cheek
My memories
Yes my heart
Yes that be all I say
If our lovingness continues a lot
Then we’ll never break up, trust me
I’ll make love to you

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Ye you’re special to me
Your turn
La la la la la la la
Yeah my butterfly

Placing it back to where I found it in a daze, the song only left me in more of a puzzle. You see, sabi ni Grandpa when I teased him about our song Hello, ang taong gusto niya raw ay hindi siya pinapansin kaya niya naisulat ‘yung kanta. Second, this song Butterfly was written for that person, according to him. But! From what I know, siya ang bumili ng pagkain na nai-deliver niya ng personal sa lugar kung saan ako nag-photoshoot kasama ang 2NE1 members, or so I think, dahil sa ibinigay na clue ni Bom sa akin. Lastly though, when he pulled me to him this morning, he said “kajima” and I think it’s about some ex-love.

Now what? Is he playing games with me?! Nakakainis!

You’re just disappointed kasi gusto mong isipin na gusto ka ng dragon na ‘yun.

 

YAH FYI I NEVER SAID THAT!!!

That’s because it’s your conscious self talking, Dara.

 

Then what?! Are you thinking that I like that stupid dragon?! The grandpa who snobs me at our first meeting and who is arrogant and cocky and pompous and crazy and–

And perfect?

 

And perfect and charming  and handsome and– NO I DID NOT SAY THAT. SHUT UP BRAIN.

 

Malalim akong napabuntong-hininga.  What the hell is this? Gusto ko ba talaga ang harabeoji na ‘yun? How did this even happen?

I didn’t even realize I’m liking that stupid grandpa…

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Omooooo. Dara already realized her "unknown" feelings for Ji. Aiyaaaa, what will happen now? ;) Thoughts?

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