Dear Mom,

secret place

dear mom,

it's already been a total of,

two weeks,

that i've thinking,

and trying to figure out 

who to choose.

i remember,

giving up one day,

and just staring at the wall,

continueing to list,

all of the pros and cons,

about aaron and cedric.

so far,

cedric was winning on the pros.

while aaron was winning in the cons.

i just don't know who to chose,

i love aaron,

but maybe,

just maybe,

i love cedric also.

i'm so confused mommy.

i wish daddy and you were both here,

to help me.

after i thought,

like a ton mommy.

i ended up walking,

and along my way,

stopping at the park,

where i brought daddy at,

to stare at the lillies.

it was still beautiful.

it still smell pretty.

it was daddy's,

yours mommy,

and mine,

secret place.

i sat down,

on the grass,

and continued thinking,

when i finally realized something.

aaron had emma,

then i should just move on.

so.

i'm going to tell cedric,

that i love him also mommy.

because it is true,

that i do love him.

love,

ann

scribbled over lillies