Dear Mom,

we're so sorry ann

dear mom,

i laid there,

breathing slowly,

while i watched as aaron and cedric came over.

cedric had a sad smile,

while aaron was showing his emotions,

he let tears stream down his cheek.

they both held my hand,

and both looked at me.

aaron with regret and guilt

while cedric was with sorrow and regret also.

aaron was crying,

cedric was on the edge of crying.

i felt just awful,

right now.

with my breathing slowly down,

and this aching feeling in my heart,

i felt horrible.

i'm making them both cry,

because of my apperance and state.

"it's all my fault,

that you're going through this.

if i came up faster,

i could have saved you!

if i stopped emma,

from hurting you the first time,

and not ditching you,

this would have never happened."

aaron yelled out while he was still in tears.

"it's my fault also aaron.

if i didn't leave you ann,

you would be at home,

sleeping soundly,

and not here,

at this forsaken hospital!"

cedric blurted out,

while in tears also.

i felt awful.

so very awful.

"no,

no,

it's none of your faults."

i told them with a small smile.

cedric and aaron were so worried,

mommy.

they forced me not to even smile,

they thought the slightest action,

would cause pain to myself.

but it didn't.

the only pain that i was having,

right now,

was my heart.

it was cracking and feeling so horrible,

because of the guilt and regret in their eyes,

and words.

they don't deserve this.

love,

ann

scribbled underneath arm