Dear Mom,

death is like-

dear mom,

you what death feels like so.

i might as well, 

describe how i felt death was like to me mommy.

it felt like i was being struck to the ground,

with a metal rod,

being shoved into my apendex,

my ribs,

my arms,

my legs,

everywhere.

it felt like i was being closed off from the world,

and the only noises that could be heard,

were just the simple rain drops,

that were accompanying my face.

it felt like i was slowly,

just so very slowly,

feeling all of the pain,

finally come to me.

it felt like a splat,

and the pain when,

you mess up on a dive,

or a cannonball.

i felt like i was being lacerated.

it really hurt.

it really hurt.

love,

ann

thought inside of ann's head