Dear Mom,

highly frustrated

dear mom,

how come he couldn't love me before?

why did he have to love me,

when we were younger?

were we like able to be put into this,

arranged marriage or something,

before?

or was it more like,

daddy told him to stop being friends with me,

because he knew i would get hurt one day,

so he wanted it at an earlier age?

why does everything just not make sense?!

i mean,

why does aaron have to tell me now?!

when i'm with cedric,

a guy who ACTUALLY,

was always there for me.

ugh!

love,

ann

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