Diet / Why Don't We

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"I've been feeling so down
I think they should know now
I think they should know
What's up"
- Black Spider-Man

Jack

"Hey" Jack smiled to a fan who was crying. "Don't cry, be happy" he said and began to hug her.

"Im not sad, i just love you so much" she said as she cried into his chest.

She let go of Jack and went to Zach and the rest of they boys. Jack felt sadness for the girl. He never realized how many people depended on him and the boys for happiness.

He'd get fans who would tell him "your music saved my life" he never knew what to feel.

"I'm going to go to the bathroom" Jack said and smiled, walking away from the boys who weren't paying attention.

Once he closed the door, he broke down. But why, he finally came to terms with how he was feeling.

Yeah, he was happy with Zach, but his mental health was slowly getting worse. He started to feel guilty for whatever he knew his friend Daniel was feeling.

He knew ever since the Cora situation, Daniel hasn't been the same. He's secretive and sensitive now. Jack felt like that was his fault.

But that fan, made him feel like he actually had a purpose. That fan told him that the reason she was alive was because of something him and his four best friends created.

It made him cry more to know that his fans were suffering just like him everyday.

"Jack, are you in there?" He heard the sweet soft voice of his unofficial boyfriend.

"Uh, yeah" he said grabbing the toilet paper and drying his face.

"Come on, we have sound check and then the show"

Jack opened the door and engulfed his love into a hug. "Thank you" was all he said and walked out towards the other guys.

"Daniel; can we talk?"

"Of course, man."

"I- I'm sorry you are being kept away from Cora. If you- if you want to be with her, if she makes you happy. I say go for it, Dani. I can't hold you back from your own happiness" Jack said as he watched Daniels frown turn into a smile.

"Really?" Daniel said jumping up and down. "Really" jack said giving him a reassuring smile.

"Jack oh my god. Thank you, guys let me go call her real quick" Daniel said chirping as he practically ran out of the room.

"Hey, why'd you do that?" Corbyn said staring daggers into Jack's head.

"He deserves to be happy. You all do" Jack said and smiled, slowly letting his smile go. "Did I do something wrong?"

"You're bringing Cora back into our lives. Look at what she did to you, what if she does worse shit. What if she tries to hit on zach or Corbyn next." Jonah said. "The worst part is, I have to sit there and watch my best friend and the girl I love be a couple, while I'm alone and single."

"Jonah, I didn't mean to make you upset-"

"Just stop. No of course you didn't, it's okay. I'm overreacting. Let's just get to sound check" Jonah said and picked up his water bottle.

Corbyn and Jonah began to exit. Jack and Zach stood there, in silence.

"I'm such a stupid ass person. I always hurt everyone, I can't be happy" Jack said to no one specific.

"Jacky, I - you didn't know. It's okay, I thought you were happy? Don't I make you happy?"

"You do make me happy, Zach, but mentally I can't do it anymore." Jack said and looked at Zach. "I can't cry over it anymore, let's just get our show done with." Jack said and headed for the sound check room.

"Wait" Zach said yanking onto Jacks wrist. Zach placed his lips onto Jack's and quickly let go. Zach smiled and just started to skip off to the sound check room.

"Oh boy, Zach. You're driving me crazy, you don't even know it" Jack groaned and mumbled with a small smile.

>| this isn't really anything haha
>| how are you guys?
>| I feel like death and I feel like I'm sinking into a hole again
>| but rn I'm listening to fall out boy haha
>| by the way, for anyone that knows, I will be deleted my books on the loser kids account and rewriting them because they're trash ahha but they're called Murder House and Therapy Session