Diet / Why Don't We

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"Do you remember the knife I kept
The sharper it got
The more you wanted me to use it"
- Dive in

"This one will be perfect for Jack." David said as he put down a printed piece of paper of a rehab home.

"Why do you think this would be perfect?" Jack heard his mom asked as he slowly trotted down the stairs.

"Because, great rooms. Great services, it seems to be just like home for him. The only problem-"

"Problem?"

"Is that he would be going to Washington for it, it's the best one there is yet. Many celebrities went such as Justin Bieber, and many more." David said trying to sound more persuasive.

David and Kristen didn't hear Jack standing behind them. He picked up the same piece of paper that was laid down on the counter and looked at it.

"You forgot to mention the other problem with it." Jack spoke causing both adults to jump.

"Oh, Jack. I miss you sweetie." Kristen said squeezing her only son. "What's wrong with it."

"Shock therapy?" Jack screamed out. "Why would I need shock therapy? There's nothing wrong with the chemicals in my brain" Jack yelled out.

Kristen looked shock, turning around and looking at David, she walked right up to him and slapped him.

"I'm taking my son away from you. I will go through anything and everything I have to, to make sure you aren't the boys' manager anymore. Am I clear?" She said and grabbed onto Jack's arm, causing him to slightly wince. She dragged him out of the house and into her truck.

"We will find somewhere better, somewhere where that isn't the method of making people sane." She said and looked over to her son who was now crying.

"I'm so sorry" He choked out as he looked at his mom. "I'm sorry for being so disappointing and becoming this monster I never wanted to become. I'm sure you didn't want to have a drug addict son. I'm so sorry" Jack said and continued to sob.

"I will get whatever help I need to be normal again, because I truly do not know how that feels anymore." Jack finished saying and looked at his mom who was now crying.

"I promise you, I am beyond proud of you, besides the drugs, you were doing so good. No matter what you choose in life, i will always be proud and supportive of you, for now, you just need some help but don't ever stop and think that I do not love you or I'm not proud of you, because that is not the case" she said and kissed his forehead.

"We will find a place that fits your needs and not anyone else's. We will search all night long if we have too." She said and turned the ignition.

-

"This ones in Pennsylvania." Daniel said holding up a pamphlet. "Great food, good privileges, oh wonderful inmates. It's literally a dream going here." Daniel said as his faces shined.

Kristen took the paper out of his hand and smiled. "I think this is the one. You guys don't mind that he won't be in Cali, right?"

Jonah, Corbyn, and Daniel all nodded, not noticing that Zach and Jack weren't in the room.

"Okay, good. I will call this place now." She said and walked out of the room.

While the three boys were chatting in the living room, Jack and Zach were laying together on Jack's bed.

"After I get out, we can get a house or an apartment. Just the two of us-" zach began to say but Jack zoned out.

Jack felt as if he was holding Zach from being the normal sixteen year old he should be. He felt that him going to rehab was going to destroy Zach in any way possible, if anything were to happen, it'd be his fault.

"Zach, you shouldn't hold out on me. What if I never get better. Than you're stuck with this dream of us- of the non drugged up me being with you. I'm messed up Zach, I'm going to hurt you. Sure it sounds nice to be on our own, one day married with kids, but that's just unrealistic right now for the both of us." Jack said and sat up. "Believe me. I want that, I just have to get better first"

"I understand that. I read something online, it says for people like you, ya know going away. It's good to have goals, I think you should make that a goal and the band, plus Isla and Ava. Of corse your mom, you have us still, baby" Zach said and leaned his head against Jack. "We're going to get through this, after all, this is my fault. I told you to start the pills. I didn't know it would actually happen." Zach said and began crying. "Does this make me a terrible person."

"No, no of corse not. I'm doing this for us. Just remember that." Jack said and kissed Zach's lips, tasting the salt from his tears. "We will be okay-" jack began but was cut off by his moms voice.

"Yeah?" Jack asked as he trotted down the stairs seeing her gloating face.

"You're in. The best one especially in Pennsylvania. They said your room will be ready in a month. You're going to get better" she cheered as she kissed his cheek and hugged him.

The boys around him cheered and we're all glad that he was going to get help.

"I'll call the girls and Darrin." Kristen said and turned away.

"It's happening. You're going to get better" Zach said crying even more. "I'm so fucking proud of you." Zach cheered and grabbed onto Jack's face, kissing his lips.

-

That might as Zach and Jack laid in his bed, they stared up to the ceiling. Thinking about what it would be like when Jack was out.

"Jack-" zach said but stopped himself. Zach wanted nothing more but to remember the feeling of his boyfriend around him, but he knew it was for the better.

"Yes, Zach" Jack said as he raised Zach's hand and kissed it gently.

"I want us to.. you know, do it." Zach said and watched as Jack slowly but surly jump up.

"You mean 'do it' as in sex? Are you ready for that. You have to be one hundred percent-"

Jack was cut off by the feeling Zach's lips smashing into his. "I am ready." He whispered and watched as Jack slowly slung off his shirt, himself following the action.

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