Walk on the Beach - R5 Fanfic

Chapter 49

I got to the hotel, and sat in the car for a few seconds - to redeem my confidence.  I had been dreading for this day when he leaves again for a long time.  Although, I did't know until only a few minutes ago that when he leaves, so does our relationship.  Kind of puts even more of a bummer on the situation.

I got out of the car and walked over to the area of the parking lot they were all standing in.  

"Okay, it's that time again."  Stormie said then gave me a hug.  

"Can't believe you are leaving again."  Riker said to me.

"Actually you are leaving."  I laughed a little.

"Right."  He said then gave me a hug.  Rydel came up to me and pulled me aside.

"Sorry."  She smiled at me.  "Ross told me already."

"Oh, yeah it sucks."  I said to her.

"It will get better.  I'm sure you guys will still be super close."  She said then gave me her goodbye hug.

We walked the couple steps back to the group.  "Bye Rocky."  I said to him giving him a hug.  

"Bye Blair."  He said then I moved on to Ryland.

"I'm not much of a hugger" he said putting his hand up for a high five or something.

"I'm not much of a high fiver."  We both laughed and I hugged him any ways.

"Blair we're gonna miss you again!"  Ell said before giving me a hug.

"I'll see you again sometime, don't worry."  I said then walked over to Ross.  

"Why don't we get on the bus guys."  Rydel said turning everyone away, they all chanted byes and waved at me before disapearing onto the bus.

 I turned back around to lookk at Ross.  We both just hugged each other tightly then let go and smiled.  Normally with Ross and I there would be a cheesy, I'm sorry, romantic pick up line then he would kiss me.  But no this was just a hug.  He let go of me and we both tried to smile at eachother.  

"It's just a break."  He said.

"Just a break." I repeated.

No I love you this time.  I was waiting for him to say it but it didn't come.  He just walked away and got on the bus.  Leaving me to figure out what to do with myself now.  The bus engine started, and just like that, they were all gone again.  

I walked back to my car and rested my head on my arms pressed against the wheel.  Then started crying again.  I never wanted to be that girl who cries for weeks over break ups.  But I knew I would be crying for the next few days, even if I tried to hold it in.  That's when I decided it's not a break up, so I wouldn't be that girl.  I would be the girl that cries for weeks over breaks.