author's note:
hey, guys. i didn't think i would be writing this, but i'm going to be taking a break from this book or maybe even this account.
it's pretty obvious i have no more motivation to write this book anymore. i know i told you all I'd keep going, but I'm honestly struggling so much keeping my promise. I'm lagging in posting and I just don't really want to write. I'm honestly just on the edge of discontinuing and deleting because I feel like no matter how much effort I put in, the book doesn't even matter. i'm so mad at myself for even feeling this way and I feel like a piece of shit for the whole thing. part of me wishes I never wrote it, but at the same time I'm glad I did because so many people used to enjoy it.
i think i just need time to get my shit together and try to find motivation to write. if i don't, i'm truly sorry. it probably doesn't really matter to you all, but i do want to tell you how sorry i am for leaving it when there's only 35 chapters left. i've said before that i don't usually finish books this long and i though i could this time, but it's so hard. sorry I'm making excuses, i'm sorry in general.
- ellie
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