Bitter Taste

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Roman's POV:

I watch as Virgil walks off, trudging the bag of blades behind him. I want to stop him. I want to so bad, but I know that he'll just find them again. How the hell am I supposed to keep him from getting his blades? I wish I could get rid of his depression and anorexia. Get rid of that bitter taste that's within him. Then maybe everything would be okay for once in his life. Or maybe it would be more fucked up. I don't know. I want to take a chance and save him. Bring him happiness. But I don't know how! I feel so useless...

Let me just say one thing

Right now, I'm sitting outside on the porch, wondering what to do.

I've had enough

What can I do? Take away his blades just so he can find them again? That just seems like a waste of time.

You're selfish and sorry

Maybe I should burn them. Yeah, burn it all...just so he can make them appear again.

You'll never learn how to love

With a snap of his fingers, he could have a knife. How am I supposed to stop that?

As your world disassembles

I feel so useless! I just wish I could help him so he wouldn't be so sad..

Better keep your head up

I wish his depression had a solid form so I could beat the shit out of it.

Your name, your face
Is all you have left now

I would slash it with my sword and watch it slowly fade.

Betrayed, disgraced
You've been erased

But I can't do that because I don't know if it has a solid form.

So long, so long
I have erased you

Maybe I should ask Virgil is his depression does. So I can kill that motherfucker.

So long, so long
I've wanted to erase you
So long, so long
I have erased you

Maybe I can do it. Maybe I can make Virgil happy once and for all.

I have escaped
The bitter taste

But would Virgil tell me the truth? Would he lie to protect himself?

Just let me clear my head
I think I've had too much
You're so disappointing
But you make good use of it
As your world disassembles
Better keep your head up

Maybe his depression beats him or some shit. Well, that is if it does have a solid form.

Your name, your face
Is all you have left now
Betrayed, disgraced
You've been erased

I want it to have a solid form but I also don't want it to be hurting Virgil.

So long, so long
I have erased you
So long, so long
I've wanted to waste you
So long, so long
I have erased you
I have escaped
The bitter taste of you

Maybe I should go ask Virgil if his depression has a solid shape.

Your name, your face
Is all you have left now
Disgraced, betrayed
You've been erased

Yeah, I'll go do it. I'll go ask him if his depression is an actual thing trait thing. I don't know how to explain it...

So long, so long
I have erased you
So long, so long
I've wanted to waste you
So long, so long
I have erased you
I have escaped
The bitter taste
I have escaped
The bitter taste of you

"In my heart, I can't contain it. The anthem won't explain it." And I'll carry on.

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