Virgil's POV:
Roman comes back, his hair all ruffled up, and he looks like he got his anger out. He sits next to me and I raise my eyebrow. "What did you do?"
He grumbles, "I taught Logan a lesson."
"You beat him up?"
He nods. "He got some bruises...ya know...but he deserved it."
I smile and rest my head on his shoulder. "Thank you."
He smiles down at me and plays with my hair. "Anything for you, kitten."
I get up and go over to my nightstand, take out a piece of paper, and hand it to Roman. "I wrote a two part song for if I ever...commit suicide..."
Roman frowns at me. "Please, don't ever leave."
I give him a small smile. "I won't." He smiles at me and we share a sweet, loving kiss. Then I say, "Could we sing this together?"
He nods. "Of course we can!"
I point to the highlighted part. "That's you. I already know the words."
He nods. "Okay."
I get my guitar and I start to strum the chords.
Bold is Virgil
This is Roman"I wish that my hand was a shotgun
So I could die young
But if I did, then Thomas would be left alone
And I don't want him to die and leave home
Though I'm always told that I'm not needed
And I've started to believe it
I apologize, but I couldn't resist
So I cut a vertical line down my wristI've been depressed for so long
That's the reason why I am goneVirgil, why did you have to disappear?
I really want you here
Now I can't stop these tears
This loneliness is painful
Wish your death wasn't so harmful
Now everything is horrible
I miss you, I love you, I need you
I must kiss you, be with you
But now I feel blueI wish that I didn't feel so horrid and sad
So I wouldn't feel bad
Then maybe I could not be so fucking worthless
And I really wish that I didn't feel so hopeless
But in the end, I know that I am useless, heartless
I've started to pray to die
I apologize, but I must try
So I would stay up with tears in my eyesI've been depressed for so long
That's the reason why I am goneVirgil, why did you have to disappear?
I really want you here
Now I can't stop these tears
This loneliness is painful
Wish your death wasn't so harmful
Now everything is horrible
I miss you, I love you, I need you
I must kiss you, be with you
But now I feel blueI'm sorry that I had to leave
Will you come back, please?
I can't, I can't, I am gone
You've been gone for so long
I'm sorry that I couldn't hold on
I just wish that you were more strongI've been depressed for so long
That's the reason why I am goneVirgil, why did you have to disappear?
I really want you here
Now I can't stop these tears
This loneliness is painful
Wish your death wasn't so harmful
Now everything is horrible
I miss you, I love, I need you
I must kiss you, be with you
But now I feel blueVirgil, why did you have to disappear?
I apologize
I really want you here
That I had to die
Now I can't stop these tears
But I couldn't lie
This loneliness is painful
I'm better off dead
Wish your death wasn't so harmful
Couldn't get out of my head
Now everything is horrible
So I ended myself with lead
I miss you, I love you, I need you
I miss you
I must kiss you, be with you
I need you
But now I feel blue
I must kiss youHey Virgil, I miss you, I miss you
Hey Roman, I love you, I love you
And I wish that I could kiss you
I wish that I could kiss you"By this point, Roman and me are crying. He looks at me and cups my face in his hands. "I love you."
I smile. "I love you too."
"ROMAN!"
"Oh fuck..." Roman mutters.
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Sanders Sides- Virgil
FanfictionVirgil is sad, lonely, and depressed, though he won't tell anyone. Not even Thomas knows. But will Virgil ever break out of his shell or will he always be trapped in his Hell? The second book is "The Tragedy of Roman and Virgil" and the third book i...