She Is My Honey

Chapter 42

CHAPTER 42

Arix's point of view

Katahimikan.

Namayani ang katahimikan sa paligid namin.Tanging ang ingay lang na nagmumula sa ulan ang maririnig.Nang sumigaw sya ay hindi na nagsalita pa si Van.And so as me,natameme ako dahil hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula.How about saying sorry?Nah uhm,wala naman akong ginawang kasalanan.So why need to say sorry?

"I'm asking you,Arix."this time medyo kumalma na sya pero may diin pa din sa bawat salitang binitawan nya.I bit my lips and try to control my heartbeat.

"That's nothing,Cale.Nothing."sagot ko habang seryosong nakatingin sa kanya.

I know that he is still not convince on my answer.But,that's the truth."And we're just friends.."dugtong ko.

"You're being defensive."he scoffed.Anger is written on his face.What a bad scene.

"I'm just saying the truth."i don't know,but i still handle myself not to stutter.But the fact is he looks so scary right now.

He didn't say anything.Parang wala na syang balak magsalita.Hinila ko na lang sya at hindi naman sya umaangal.I sigh.Alam ko namang maiintindihan ni Van kung bakit hindi na ako nakapagpaalam sa kanya.

Malayo-layo na rin kami ng bitawan ko sya sa kamay.I roamed my eyes around.Nasa tapat kami ng SC Office.Nauna na syang pumasok at hindi man lang ako binigyan ng tingin.I followed him.Walang tao sa loob,marahil ay nasa sari-sarili na silang dorm.

"Hey."i called his attention but he still ignored me.

Humila ako ng isang upuan at saka umupo sa harapan nya.Nakapangalumbaba sya at hindi ko maintindihan ang expression ng mukha nya.Bumuntong hininga muna ako.

"Are you jealous?"

He didn't answer pero nakita ko ang pagporma ng isang ngisi sa kanyang labi.A sarcastic smirked.Hindi ko naiwasang makagat ang labi ko.Geez,how can I handle this kind of boyfriend?

"Answer me."

He lift his head up and our eyes met.There's a hint of sadness in his eyes.But he still looks cold.His cold gaze makes me say sorry even though i didn't do anything.But for him,i guess i just did.What a stupid,Arix.

"I'm sorry..."

"For what?"malamig nyang tanong sa akin.

I managed not to look away.I want him to see how sincere i am.But f-for what?I sigh."I don't know.."

"Do not ask for forgiveness,if you don't know what you did,Miss Secretary."

Dejavu.

Parang narinig ko na ang line na 'yon.But where and from whom?Sinubukan kong alalahin.That's it.Ako ang nagsabi sa kanya non,noong humingi sya ng sorry.How can I forget that?That's the day na sinabi ko sa sarili ko na wala akong balak sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko.But now,i just did.