i love u to the moon n back

john

We were young and naive.
Didn't know what to think.
Five years of classes
believing in the divine.

You were chill and cool
even though you could be the opposite.
Was just a classmate
but was also a best friend.

Had your mother as my teacher,
and we ended up knowing better.
Still nothing much to remember,
and life with you was taken for granted.
We weren't close,
but you kept me golden, unbreakable heart.
Now you haven't been here,
and now I'm in deep blue, underwater.

Shades of red velvet
kept all of us together.
Is it friendship
when all you ever do is talk to each other?
Ain't it great-ain't it fun
when every week you get
to see your best friend
who is a gem against the class of faith?

Didn't look-didn't feel
for your oddness
until I was reminded of your existence.
Now all I do-all I say
is that every time I look into the crowd
and look for someone
who had once tried to look for me.

You been missing me
and all the times in dinner and class
doing nothing with people that meant something.
I had forgotten about you-
moved on because I had
just recently lost someone
that didn't really miss me back.

Why did you have to make my life worse?
Should've just waited to come back unexpected.
Both of them said that you were looking for me,
but I had already left
like you did the last time!

Shades of red velvet
turned to ash when you weren't there.
Didn't know it till now
cause I had once taken friendship for granted.
Can't you see-can't you feel
that life has changed for all of us.
Ain't it weird-ain't it wrong
that we never ever predicted this...

You were a favorite to most
Most of us had missed you when you left.
When we heard you were coming back,
we were all excited just to see you again.

I'm not bitter that you weren't there the first day...
just disappointed that after all this time
you didn't get the chance to see me again.

Should've known that this was a possibility...
hope there won't be a day where I'll have to watch
you
leave!

Shades of blue and gold
painted over the red velvet
like the colors against the black and white.
Ain't it friendship when you know
even if we both changed,
we'll still stick together?
Was it cool-was it fun
with all those weeks we had
some damn clean-mindedness?!

All this summer I've been missing you....
Hopefully it'll all work out
when you come back....