i love u to the moon n back

better off 🅴

Why do y'all have to keep ruining my day?
Why do you have to make me feel small?
You think life is just some game to you?
Well, it ain't,
and I don't got time for your shit, so

just listen and stay calm.
Don't let your ego get to you.
Do you wanna be my friends,
or do y'all wanna be narcissists?
I don't wanna have to suffer any longer.

Do you really care
about my well being?
Doesn't seem like you do
even when you say it's true.

Why every other time
something has to happen?
Is it me? Is it you?
Ain't it all of our faults?

Sometimes I feel like
I'd be better off without y'all.
Sometimes it's like I
could do better than all of you.
It's like you're two-faced,
and I know I'd be better off
with those who actually care
and don't take me for granted.

Why do I have to get angry at you?
Don't you think it'd be because of something real?
Wouldn't y'all say it was something that I'd been looking for-
some real friendships that I could discover
instead of letting it crumble to dust?

You think I got problems?
We all got them, too.
But don't you dare justify
doing bullshit because of my mistakes
from a long time ago;
from some long months ago?
You think that I get triggered real easily,
which is why you shouldn't even try to mess with me.

Would I be better off without you?
Don't like to cut people off,
but if I have to-
for my well being and self esteem-
then I guess it'd be for the best.

I'm sorry,
but just sometimes
I'd feel like
I'd be
better off....