i love u to the moon n back

bad reputation 🅴

No one understands who I am.
No one can even understand what it must feel like
to have words hurt you even if they're all a joke.
Those things you say behind my back
make scars to my reputation...

like I give a damn.

You think you can just try to give me a bad reputation?
As if the thing that's gonna kill me is my Taylor Swift obsession.
Tryna make fun of me for stupid ass reasons?
Wanna tear apart the love in my possession?

You think it's gonna hurt me,
and it might as well, but I don't care.
Even if you try to tear me down,
I'll get back up and hope you rot in hell.

But who's it gonna hurt if my bad reputation gets worse?
If you even come close to hurting my friends, I might as well burst.
Might as well just cast some spell and give you a terrible life-long curse
where every time you try to taint
my bad reputation,
you'll be burning while I am mining away.

Why even say shit that ain't even true, though?
Why have a reputation based on your biased lies?
Standing in a crowd looking for someone like a lonely crow.
No one wants to get to know me, so I might as well rot and die.

Think that giving me a bad reputation
will barely ever harm me in the long run?
Now, thanks to you,
I don't know what to do
when someone looks at me and cringes
all because of cruel bitches like you.

I wonder if there are those who won't give a damn about my reputation.
Wonder if they'll judge me for who I am and not how they portray me.
If they leave me because of what they hear,
well screw them.

Please don't leave
for what they say.
Please don't go
for all their lies.

Please don't be the one to leave me behind
all because of some stupid jokes...

Please don't let me go off alone
because of my bad reputation.