i love u to the moon n back

spring forward

I walk out the doors.
No one's in sight.
All I hear is the birds chirping
with the leaves blowing in the wind.
Feels like it's finally spring,
and I hope to spring forward, not back.

Turning green, just like hearts do
when they see something they love
taken away by someone else.
Isn't it beautiful
as they bloom with the flowers,
yet you're still stuck in the winter,
freezing under the ice where you
drown
because you're merely
a loner?

Growing into my own-
it's never been harder than this.
Same old routine
twisted every single day.
Changing every season
just to accommodate with the times.
But the wind still takes my breath away.

Riding through the roadways,
catching sights of the sunlit sky.
Greenery, full of life-
just like how I wish I was-
the way I used to be...

but we can never go back to that time-
we can only spring forward.

Reflecting in my past-
so complicated and dark and wrong-
it scares me to imagine
if my future will be worse for me
or if it only gets better...
but it most likely will be a rollercoaster
that we can all remember....

We can always look back
and remember those days,
but we can never go back,
for the consequences may be too dangerous...

all we can ever do
is spring forward.

I walk out the doors,
and I see your face.
Birds chirping endlessly,
as if they know what I should do.
Can't turn back now-
maybe this is really it....
The wind can only spring me forward.