i love u to the moon n back

who am i?

Maybe you should've just stayed away.
Maybe you should've annoyed me less.
You probably crossed some lines,
but either way I scared myself.

Who the hell am I
to just attack you like that?
Who am I to chase away
all the chill I had inside?

Take one good glance at me,
and you'll still see a lie.
You'll think that I'm a good little boy,
but really I'm twisted inside.

Sometimes I think things that I shouldn't.
There are times when I regret what I say
and what I do....
Get angry too much-
enough to have me wanna make you hurt!

Why am I feeling so cold inside?
Maybe I'm the one who crossed the line.
Am I being way too honest?
Well, I guess I'm not as innocent as you thought.

Who am I?
I thought I was a pure soul
who wanted to spread love
and care for others,
and I do,
but there are times
when I wanna just snap
and do some bad things.

I wanna make you cry.
I wanna make you scream-
scream out for my mercy
even though you know you're never gonna get it!

I wanna have you look
at me and see that
I'm no wimp-
I'm a person you must not toy with...
and if you do,
there will be no mercy.

Who am I?
I am a flawed person
who wants to do good-
to share, to love, to forgive-
but there are some of my inner demons
that want to do bad things-
to steal, to lie, to hate, to abandon,
to bribe, to torture, to have more firsts-

but I don't want that to control me... do I?

Who am I?