i love u to the moon n back

tired

I'm tired
of pretending that I felt nothing
between the both of us.
Too tired
to be taken for granted
as if I'm just there for you to tag along.
So tired
of denying the past
because even if we both moved on,
I'm too tired of not acknowledging
what I felt rang true.

If only we both weren't so tired
of all the things we both had to go through.
So tired
of making you even try to notice me.
Just pick the call up.
At least read my messages.
Loving only yourself-
maybe that's not enough?
Too tired
of keeping myself from wondering down there.

I'm so tired of walking down these halls.
Without you around,
there's just no point in it all.
Please just take me home-
take me to the sounds of heaven
instead of these screams of joy.
Too tired to carry myself up
through the winter and the spring.
So tired of these mind games
where everyone's trying to keep me distracted from
the truth.

I'm tired
of not being able to depend on you
of you not being there whenever I need it
of you leaving me on open
just to find your way
back into my life-
well, guess what?
I'm so tired of all of that, too.

Just take me home.
We'll sleep the night away.
Just take me home
and nothing will be the same.
Just take me home
and I won't be so tired of life
because then there'll finally be people
who'll stick together with me
right when I get

home.