I don't even know why I fucking care. I never meant to fall for you and yet here I am. And I hate myself for it because you can't even return an "I love you". So every second of every day I'm constantly thinking about what I could've done that had changed that. Because you used to love me, it really seemed that way. Or maybe now you're just tired of pretending. But all I get is stupid shit from you now. And I fucking hate it because all I can do is over think. I want you to stay but you're hurting me every step of the way. Every chance you get. Don't act like you care if you don't. If you loved me the way I loved you, we wouldn't be in this position. But you want to play a game, don't you?
