I really miss my life a little over two years ago. I was always out doing something hanging out with people. Sure i was depressed as shit. I think if i took myself now and put myself back two years ago Id be fine. My perspective has changed a lot and I miss that time in my life more than anything. I miss the people in it. I miss my best friend. I guess i really just miss my friend. I wish she would come back but ig her bf is more important. I would do almost anything for her back in my life. But you know, its not even worth it now. Im moving soon. Ill make other friends. Ill make other friends. Maybe i wont feel so lonely all the time. I really have no one. Sometimes. I just wish. I'd disappear. I really don't want to be here anymore. I wish it would all just stop and let me go.
