Im so fuckin tired. Of being alive. I hate it. I hate it. I want it to stop. I dont wanna be trans. I dont want it. Theres nothing else to do. Theres no fucking way out. Just one. Ill never be cis. I hate it. I hate myself. I just want to be normal. Please.
I just wanna take a few pills. Anything. I need something to fucking cope. I need something to get through the day. I need something. I need it. Its too hard. I cant do this like this. I need it.
