I never could've imagined my life without you. And now that you've left. All i can imagine is not leaving my bed for weeks. I dont want to wake up anymore. I don't want to breathe. I always imagined one day, it'd just be you and me. Married, together, kids. But now. I see nothing bee. Nothing but my bed and me. I dont want to move. I dont want to sleep. I know if I do ill dream of you. Ill to back to waking up 5 times a night in cold sweats. I'll go back to crying myself to sleep. I'll learn to take naps in the middle of the day. I'll just cry. And cry. Because you're my other half. And without you i feel so empty inside. I dont want to wake up. I hope i dont. But i probably will. A nightmare. Ill wake up to a nightmare everyday. A life without you. Its so hard to breathe. All i can think ahout is you. Does it get easier? We'll see. But hopefully one day. I wont wake up.
