God I wish I had never met you. You fucked everything up. I should've stayed with him but no I wanted to follow the sun that literally just made everything worse. You really fucked with me and I just want to know when you stopped loving me. Or if it wasn't at all real? Did you just make it up? Like you really had me. You really fucking had me believing. I just can't fucking believe this shit. This is so fucked up. Who the fuck does that? IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LOVE SOMEONE JUST TELL THEM. DON'T DRAG THAT SHIT OUT. FUCK YOU. God I hate you so much and things keep getting worse and worse tell me why I still want you here. You fucking ruined everything and I still want you. I fucking hate you. I wish I had never met you. Do you know how good my life would be if you never were there? God all you're good for is hurting people and ruining their lives. And for what? A piece of shit drug dealer? You're gonna fuck up your life, azzy. You're going to fuck up everything, but hey, at least you're good at it.
