I spelt update wrong but thats ok.
My mother got me a new shirt and its deadpool and its yellow n its awesome.
I feel dizzy and i have a sore throat and my stomach hurts i have no idea why uwu.
My parents left for the weekend and there's a beer can sitting close to me but its all the way filled up. It tastes like shit but, i wanna drink it. Not in a bad "i wanna get drunk" way but like. It's there. I want it. It tastes like shit tho. It's weird.
Me: *breathes*
"Straight" guy thats been flirting with me:
Hahah yeah bro sorry im ugly didnt mean to blind you man hah.
L i k e ok sir.
I'm hella tired and have been going to sleep so early.
Ive been passing out around 8:30-9:30.
Okay but i fucking love this shirt.
In other news this thing is going smoother than i thought like im actually pretty fine other than the not wanting to be awake thing. I miss it a lot and it takes everything in me to not text or look at things from it and thats fine but I've set up a little folder in my Instagram of things i wanna send once it's back to normal and i add like 5-10 things a day, needless to say i think i may be sort of obsessed.
I feel so lonely. I didnt realize how much of my time it took up. I'm talking to people i don't even want to talk to because of all this time. Of course im talking to people i actually want to talk to (like two people lmao) but like i just feel so bored n lonely now.
